the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

I left my blog dead for almost half a year but yet i have the sudden urge to start blogging again. And so here i am...

Just a quick update of what has been happening in this short 6 months plus:
1. MARCH
Internship has started and i was posted to intern at Starbucks @ Changi City Point.

Since it was so far from home, i have been dreading to go to work every single day especially when i'm scheduled to do opening which means i'll have to be at changi at 645am sharp. And this sucks. I shall just endure.
2. APRIL
On the 11th was baby's birthday! I really thought i could celebrate it happily with baby until a news struck me. My aunt had left us on that very morning. Mommy was crying so loudly the moment she received the call & it breaks my heart more. She was really the best aunt i have ever had. But heaven likes to pull jokes on us.

She had been providing support to my family since i was young, financially, and also physically. When sis fractured her leg when i was ard the age of 12, she would help my mommy to send me to school, taught me homework, cook for me, wash my laundry, etc. When mommy admitted to hospital when i was 15, she too brought me to her house, cook for me, taught me homework and does all the things my mommy would do for me. When we were facing financial difficulties, she provided all the help we could have ever ask for till we have overcome them. I'm really really grateful to all the things she had done for us. I really wished i could have been there for her wake every single day. But this internship almost took those wishes away.

Haqiem was the only one who understood how much family meant to me and thus lets me go off early without letting my boss know even till today. And if you happen to be reading this, this is why i told you i'm sincere when i said you're really kind and understanding at east coast that day. Tears, they are the ones i hate but it just kept appearing even when i'm typing these.

3. NOTHING MUCH REALLY HAPPEN BETWEEN MAY - JUNE EXCEPT DEALING WITH WORK & PEOPLE.
4. JULY
On the 14th, went back to school after so long for IIP presentation! All went well! I even met up with Jaslyn and Diana for brunch at Pizza Hut after presentation! Miss my girls lots. We catch up about life at our respective IIP company! Life really sucks big time for all of us, seriously. Sighs.

On the 16th, Boon Sen passed away, just about a week before his birthday. People who have known me long enough knew that i once worked at McDonalds' for about 2 years.

When i first joined, Boon Sen was one of the managers who treated me really well when others did not. He was also one of them who trained me well enough to be able to promote to crew leader just within four months after i joined. I miss all his jokes and laughters that he brought with every shift i work with him. He's really a great friend and a great mentor to us. I really feel that heaven is being too cruel to him. He's so young and had not enjoy being a Restaurant Manager long enough. Moreover, he's about to get married soon! Why such things kept happening to the good ones out there. Why not take all those bad ones away from this earth. I hate departures, really. I hate hearing all these news of people that are good to me leaving one by one. Why am i suppose to deal with this. WhyWhyWhy. Lots of "whys" in my head.

PS. Thanks for being such a good mentor to me, and sorry for all the troubles i gave you with our schedules in the past. I'm really grateful for all the things you have done for me, too much to be said enough.
5. AUGUST
Met up with Diana once again for dinner at Tampines after we ended work! Pour all our troubles over dinner! It's really great to have a listening ear that is willingly sitting there waiting for you to pour those troubles away. Thankyouuu dear ! (:

Many times, i wonder to myself what's the real reason behind my hatred for this internship. Is it just plain tired that i have to work everyday? Is this the only reason why i did not even think of going back after internship ends? Is it really because the pay is low? And sometimes i'm afraid that the reason is because it has tried to robbed me off my only chance to meeting my loved ones for a one last time in this life not once but twice. Tears surrounds me each time this came to my mind :'(

9:08 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Friday, January 27, 2012

Haven been writing on my blog for about half a year !

So here's a quick update of my life:

Firstly, through my last class, i have learned a lot of things.
People who were once close with me was maybe just my imagination.
& yes, i was being stabbed in the back unknowingly till i almost fall apart.
Fake friends?
Yes, THEY WERE FAKE ALL THE WAY, IT'S JUST THAT I FAILED TO TELL.
& it hurts. but then again, i got to be close with another 2 classmates of mine.
Apparently, we shared the same thoughts and we were all being stabbed by people unknowingly, & thus we clique.
I'm starting to not believe in friendship anymore.
Why is that so? Where has the old Sharon went?
I realized i'm more introvert now.
I don't tell people my issue anymore,
unless i'm confident enough that they aren't FAKE.
I started to be afraid of people now. REALLY.
I don't know what went wrong with me.
& THEY GOSSIPED SAYING MY BF WANTS ME BECAUSE HE'S GAY.
ARE THEY PLAIN JEALOUS OR WHAT?! I FELT SORRY FOR DRAGGING HIM IN.
WELL, THAT'S LIFE.
Only bf & BESTEAS are with me thru these times.
THOSE ARE FRIENDS WHO CAME & NEVER LEFT.
FAKE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO CAME ONLY FOR A MOTIVE; TO DESTROY.

& now, i'm in my semester 2 class.
This class was one of the better ones including my year 1 class.
People in this class are more friendly.
They're not competitive.
They aren't jealous of you or whatsoever.
Thus, no back stabbing occurred.
But the old me had gone missing.
Just like my laptop did.
I don't talk much in class now.
I don't really trust the people around me now.
I would still sometimes breakdown & pour my sorrows to bf.
He knows nothing about consoling but i'm glad he made effort to make me laugh.

ANYWAY, I LEAVING FOR BATAM TOMORROW MORNING FOR SOME INTERNSHIP TRAINING !
& YES, I'LL BE WORKING IN "HOLIDAY INN" THERE. WILL BE BACK ON MONDAY.
HOPEFULLY, THE TRIP WOULD BE A FUN ONE.

SHALL END A PHOTO OF ME & BATAM HOLIDAY INN :D

10:07 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

♥300611; 20TH MONTHSARY.
OKAY. SO IT WAS OUR 20TH MONTHSARY. HEHE
WENT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS AFTER SCHOOL THEN OFF TO CHOMP CHOMP! WHEEEEE.

& THIS CAKEEE. AWWW, BABY BOUGHT THIS FOR ME ♥

HEHEHEHEH. I LOVE YOU BABY. ♥

10:28 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Monday, June 20, 2011

WAHHH. MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING TODAY !
ONE WORD. BORING.
However, lesson wasn't as tough as the previous few weeks !
Today's lesson was so muchh easier luhhh. TSK.

Siann! Working at TPY later :(
Not boring but i'm just plain lazy today !
HAHAHAHAAH
& my tuition job has been cancelling these two weeks !
URGHHH. students went overseas for weeeks!
& now, my pay would be delayed !
SAD DIE ME :(

As i mention, went out for daddy's day dinner yesterday !
Manhattan's seafoood platter was AWESOMEE !
BUT THE BILL DON'T COME CHEAP HUH.
TOTAL BILL WAS 112 BUCKS !
BURNED A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET SIAHH.
With this amount, i could have a buffet steamboat at Joaquim at Suntec instead.
So daddy says, next time which is on my mommy's birthday, we should go there for dinner !

MANHATTAN'S SEAFOOD PLATTER FOR TWO. AWESOMEE ♥

TWO SETS ! HHEEHHEE. SHARED BY SIS & MOM, & DAD & ME. ♥

MY BRO'S NOOOB. DON'T EAT SEAFOOD. SO HE ATE THIS CHICKEN OF LIBERTY. LOOKS NICE THOUGH ! ♥

AWWW. I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH DADDY :( SADDED.

2:51 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Sunday, June 19, 2011

SCHOOOL WAS FINE FOR ME THESE FEW WEEKS !
HHEEHHEEE, ANW, WENT LUNCH WITH BABES AT OLIVA RESTAURANT IN MY SCHOOOL!
YEAHH, IT WAS THE RESTAURANT WHERE WE APPARENTLY HAD OUR SERVICING LESSON THERE !
SERVICING WAS SUPER TOUGH & TIRING.
ALMOST DIED DURING EVERY WEEK'S SERVICING.
WHAT WE BASICALLY NEED TO DO IS TO SERVE CUSTOMERS !
MANY ARE DIFFICULT CUSTOMERS THOUGH ! URGHH.

OKAY. ENOUGH OF THOSE. HERE ARE THE PICTURES ! :D

SHUQIN; LIMIN; YUNICE; JIAYI; CHIEWTING ♥.

10:20 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Monday, June 6, 2011

baby boy, i know we had a really bad week last week.

But, i'm really tired of arguing,
tired of fighting for my stand,
tired hearing promises which never comes true,
tired of guessing what you're thinking each day,
tired of differentiating between truth & lies,
tired of having spoilt nights,
tired of your attitude & temper tht you're showing me when we quarrel,
tired of hearing lies almost everyday tht are not admitted,
tired of making you to speak up & tell me what's wrong,
tired of strengthening my heart to accept more heartbreaks,
& tired of accepting sorry(s) tht never make you change.

Boy, i truly hope you can try to compromise as much as i do,
try to speak up & tell me what's wrong,
try to make all your promises come true,
try to admit your lies whenever i exposed them & not defend for yourself,
& lastly, CHANGE whenever you said "sorry".

I just wanna let you know,
no matter how much we quarrel,
how much we both scream & shout, cry & hurt,
I LOVE YOU BOY, I REALLY DO. ♥

I know i can be demanding & quite unreasonable at times.
But no one's perfect. I'm sorry boy.
Though you have many bad habits too, I STILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. ♥
However, i just hope you would change to be a better man, not only for me but for the people around you as well. ♥

1:07 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Hi peeps! School the past few weeks was alright.
But, i felt damn shagg! :/
Firstly, did i mention tht i am currently working two jobs?
One was tutoring as per normal, & i had found another job doing telemarketing for a well known real estate group called DWG. :))
Seeee ! Tht's how busy my life had become! D:
No worries, my perseverance level is high okayy!

Anyways, Friday was our Culinary Science & Kitchen Operations module!
So, yeahhhh! Formal again. URGHH. Like everyday uhhh !
Went out with my darling classmates after schoool!
I had been to timbre but i dint know the outlet at Arts House was damn far luhhh can!
Moreover, i had forgotten to bring my slippers & thus i was with my stupid heels & blazer! DDDDD;

It started raining as we were walking there. Shit the weather luhhh!
Luckily we had seats fast since we went there early. :)
Chit chat, jokes, gossips & cam-whore just like our usual routine! HAHAHHS
We drink, drank, but not drunk! I felt tht i had really drank a lot tht night.
But i wasn't drunk at all okayy. I can hold my liquor well :)

Sometimes, i just wonder why girlfriends around you can understand you well enough or even more than your own boyfriend.
Yes. I had this feeling too. & it's true.
I'm sorry to say this but Baby would never understand me as much as my friends do. D:
Haishhh. Speechless.

We sat there listening to the live band, drinking, etc till bout 12am.
Baby came to fetch me by cab.
Was happy at first, but wasn't in the end.
Like what others say. Friday the 13th isn't a good day.
I used to not believing in such stuffs. But now, i guess i do. D:

Baby lost his phone in cab, we quarrelled, & my phone's prepaid left with 0 bucks due to the spamming of calls to his phone while trying to find it.
BAD DAY BAD DAY. THT'S ALL I COULD SAY.
But still, we're fine now :)
& i truly enjoyed tht awesome night w my darlings :D

So here's a picture. There are lots. If you guys wanna see, it's at my Facebook :))

1:24 PM
baby, i'm yours always