It was exactly a month after you had left us. It was indeed very difficult to accept the fact tht you were no longer with us,really. I would definitely tear again the moment i see your photo. Though i hadnt since tht day, i had stopped tearing. Knowing nth would ever bring tht old you back to us, i had also silently told myself to accept the fact, but i know myself tht i hadnt been able to. I really wish you were by our side but i knew you cant. I even hope to see you on the seventh day of your departure though i was afraid. I had always wondered why good ones always dies early. i find it hard to describe my feeling ever since tht day. For those days tht i attended your wake, i cried terribly unexpectedly. I never thought i would feel so terrible. But i was lucky tht kokwei was always by my side comforting me, telling me its okay, telling me to cry my heart out so i would get back my laughter later. He would even hug me silently waiting for me to feel okay. Uncle, i really really miss you soo much:( hope you are doing well dere..haish. how can i ever get you back? Aunt must be feeling miserable without you for the past one month:( i would always rmbr the happy times we shared tgt for all these years:( wishing tht you would come back somehow though its impossible. guess this was the only wish on my wishlist tht could not be fulfilled no matter what:(