the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

Went with my mom to collect report bk on friday..overall results was quite ok except for my ex.maths..

the results :

ex.maths-grade C5

english- grade 3

chinese-grade 3

na.maths-grade 1

science(chem,bio)-grade 1

principles of a/c -grade 1

combined humanities(geog,ss)-grade 1

total:454/600

percentage:75.7

EMB3 aggregate:7

L1B2 aggregate:5

ms yang said elvina lose to me..but still i find it hard to believe as she was always the highest no matter what..

to niyas: i agree with you of what you have been thinking abt things happening around us recently..thats what i have been thinking too.maybe we wasnt right but i really hope to know we wasnt right abt our thinking..some things are better if we dunnoe.but why are truths always revealing to us after so long when things were going well..tat changes everything.i dun really blame her just like you but truths make me confused..what am i supposed to do to save the friendship? i really dunnoe..i just want her to noe tat i may look happy but tats not wat im feeling..if she really chooses tat path, i will grant her.why are they soo childish to disturb ppls life.if they think they want it too,then why dun they use their own effort to make it come true.why must they spout nonsense and disturb ppls life.they may be happy doing tat but they never noe tat they are just soo childish and tat they lose actually as they uses childish methods..i really hate truths!

1:05 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

someone told me time heals everything...was it true? this was what i thought..tat person said it work out for him..but now i begin to believe tat time cant heal everything..it had been 4 yrs..why was it still not healed? i have tried everything i could do..doing things tat i should not have done, even doing things that i could not bring myself to do..but i have all done it and ended up hurting someone so badly..that person denied but i know i have hurt tat person badly..sobsobx..really didnt want to..i have already tried but still it cant be healed..so sorry..

on sunday, i was doing counter..i counted the initial float in my counter correctly and started to take orders..before i went for break,i told my mgr my counter need fifty cents..she took $20 from my counter and said she would put the fifty cents later and ask me to go for break..after break, i continued doing counter..as the fifty cents was few, i assumed she had put it back but someone use it up again..i ask mgr for fifty cents again and she took another $20..she gave me this time..after work, my mgr called me and told me my counter was short of $20..omg i was so worried that i even cried as the money was no where to be found includind dustbins..i might be issued a warning letter if it was still not found that night..luckily they found it in my sis counter..they had mistooken me for her..

5:24 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Friday, May 9, 2008

Exams are finally over lerhh..could finally take a break..but still....cant reat for too long..the most is only one week..less then 4 months to n levels..really cant afford to slacken..haix..need to work tmr..but luckily only 4 hrs..considered super lucky lerhh..

haix..suddenly felt so stupid..wasted my time and energy to wait.. knowing that the something wouldnt happen..but still i continued to wait for miracles to happen..something i saw just now finally make me realised that i was wrong..i shouldnt have waited..if it really wanted to happen,it would already have happen tat yr..stupid me waited for it..

1:51 PM
baby, i'm yours always