the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

1:15 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, June 25, 2009

hahaahahhas,tmr no work but need go store for meeting.at 9am.wahhs,so early luhhhs.lols, wanna slp more.hahahs,wonder how will it goes tmr....hmm.laughs.li san say need prepare notes regarding the CSP course de cause need so-called ''teach'' the whole management team. haahahs.oppps! forgotten how to say liaoo.must rmbr to throw all negetivity stuffs & thoughts out of my system.lols.tats wads Mr Ram taught us de,hehheees.miss all his teaching!hahhaaas, a pity,he couldnt join us for bowling & pool at downtown tat day..was having lessons till 6pm.haish.

hmm,nvm,we can meet up some other day.hahahs,lols.actually tmr suppose go watch transformers de.cheng evening then tell me,then chris dint know me & cheng gg,so he cancel off liao.tot too little ppl.laughs.so now they watching on fri.lols,i cant make it.maybe can only join them in the night bahhs.hahahahs.wanted ask them free on sun for pool mahhs.hehheees, the usual guys: chris,kok & cheng..chris say he try to make it.kok i haven ask yet.cheng haven comfirm.lols..

btw,just a few mre words! wouldnt hav seen her blog either,if not for my dear friend.lols.so, i shouldnt care either.laughs.me being poor has nth got to do with the outings we had.as per normal, U R ALWAYS ASSUMING! i shall nt explain further as to why i needed money to someone who will nvr understand.for others who understand,a real big tks!hehheees.yea, everyone's childish,but the worse is U.always gettin angry without getting ur facts rite first. chris ask me smth just now..shall not say wat it was, & my ans to him was,i might if i hadnt read her blog.u sure only CHURCH?! wad a joke! go think again bout it bahhs! i shall stop here.

anws, tks for the comfort of some ppl,hahaahs,im happy,don worry.i truly appreciate,hehheees.

Arhhhhhs! CSP mates! i wann another bowling session,hehheees.spare one day of ur July arhhhs..we will have a gathering again(; hahahahs,weilong owe us one ;P

lols, GOOD LUCK TO ME FOR TMR'S MEETING(: arrhhhs! nervous luhhhhs..hehheees.

2:40 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

yeah! Seventeen so wad! she can just dont bother bout me! i don care! im happier tis way, rite? yahhs! there's still many understanding ppl ard, unlike her, who lacks understanding n who is unreasonable! claimed to know me for 9 YEARS! SHITT! someone whom i know for ONLY LESS THAN 3 WEEKS HAVE BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF ME THAN HER! see! tis the difference.at least im not childish.like she said seventeen, yet still so childish.goes round assuming, without asking the truth! its ok.she can be angry for all i care.the bad temper is hers! not mine, so ofcourse im happy! she suffers if she continues,not my prob! hahahahahs. still say tat she wun care if im her nobody! BULLSHITT! if i really mean smth to her, she wouldnt have said all tat.have she ever tried to find out wad probs i have? NOOOOO! so? wad tis tells?! SIMPLE! TO HER, IM HER NOBODY! Im in need of money! & therefore i need work! happy?! she wan know the reason rite! so yea! my family is poor! im in need of money! current salary is low & therefore have to work more! difficult to find other jobs cause of my O level this yr! happy now?! these are my reasons! so wad if i keep blaming myself?! at least i admit if im in the wrg! emotional is good! unlike no feeling; heartless! she's oso emotional wad.abit jiu angry! can afford to say not free, cant make it, WORK but other ppl cant! WT...when have i ever angry with her when she say all THESE! When chris was a little piss tat day, i should have felt pissed off too! but

ITS OKKAYYYS!!

i shouldnt have a BAD TEMPER! its great to remain cool.good for me! hehheees(: sorry,baohao,cant make it for ur bdae celebrations today..but at least u UNDERSTANDS..UNLIKE......! so its okayys.

anw, im gonna catch up with my bandmates soon! hahahhas, dint meet up with them for like months liao.after tat when comes to july, its my CSP mates again.whooot.enjoys playing with them.hehheees.my CLDP is oso halfway done liao.left area management part.maybe on thurs when i go for the meeting,will be asking maybe azlinda or even li san to verify me..yeah,faster finish better..hhehhheeees((:

1:02 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Firstly,happy fathers' day(:

next,before sayin tis,im not pin-pointing at anyone.so no wild-guesses & don anyhow think! alrite..lots of things to say actually.yeah, IM SADED D;

not sure how should i put it.do they even understand me..i really wonder.probably no! if not,they wouldnt have think tat way,would they? im truly sad by tis.im a terrible friend.it suits ur thinking rite.im finding reason or rather excuses? ok.so tats wad u all are thinking.tat explains the attitude of u guys.i feel so terrible now.i need a shoulder now,really..im dumb & stupid.happy with my reason?! i don know how to balance life.okay.im always feeling bad towards others? yeah, and i cant help it.can i control my feeling? no rite.if i can,i wouldnt choose to be born as a human.im born this way,so how can i change it.if i ask u to stay cool to anyone regardless of how angry u are, can u? u cant either rite.so how can i change? do u even get it. why am i always breaking down, afraid tat my actions or decisions would make u guys feel sad.. i hate myself doing tat too.but can i help it? whenever im sad,nobody knows.who can i speak to when my close friends were the ones i cant talk to.my family? how could i tell them.ur parents would comfort u when ur sad.mine? they would scold me for being sad.ppl say dogs are ur life-long best friend.it might understand me,but it cant really response to me.forget it.think watever u like.im always taking the blame.its not i wan.but u sounded as if im at fault.then alright then. so be it.don bother then don bother.u had enough of me! OKAY! SO BE IT THEN OKAY. why don say so earlier.why tolerate since its so difficult for u.why not tell me.u say i keep doing the old things.then u? dare to say u nvr.u keep thinking of things tat are nvr true.why cant u get the truth first before jumping into conclusion?! why are u always assuming.will it kill u to get the truth first.so YEAH,FORGET IT ALRITE!

11:28 PM
baby, i'm yours always

was in downtown with my CSP mates: Jillian,Irzah,Weilong,Catherine & her son;stanley.

lols.went Ehub for bowling in the noon at bout 12plus with them..shahid only came today at bout 1plus,then soon he went off to work liao..whooot.nice nice.me,Irzah & Stanley was in one team,the other 3 another team.shahid dint play.watch nia.hahahahs.only book 2 lanes, cause not much ppl. suzy,hakim,irene,shuyi,cindy & Mr Ram couldnt make it.sobsobx.at first, me & stanley de ball keep going gutter, after tat was better liao.Laughs.both teams then challenge with each other.. the deal was: loser team have to do catwalk on the path way whr we would throw the ball! wahhhhs.damn pai sei lahhhs.jillian & catherine also challenge their score.in the end jillian LOST! whahahahas..she did the catwalk then we were all taking video! lols.many ppl were looking lahhs. she damn pai sei.dun dare look up liao.Laughs.hahahahs.after her,my team turn liao.WE ALSO LOST! basket.now is their turn take video of us.we no face liao lahhhs.so many ppl looking..they laughing somemore arhhhs! Laughs.after bowling,we went play pool..weilong went back to the chalet.his friends waiting for him to go wild wild wet.siann.anw,the pool dere was cheaper than at bugis lahhs.hahahs.poor stanley cant enter. haven 16yrs old,he's only 12yrs old.siann.so he alone go Zone-X play..whoot. fun lahhhs.Irzah & jillian dunnoe how play pool.i opp of them de.my pool better than bowling, but their bowling better than pool.lols.so catherine & I taught them how play..First round played with Jillian.Laughs! she's really cute.hahaahs.she got the rules mixed up! cause mine was strip. then my white hit strip first then kenna the black.she then said ''oh yeah! i got free ball rite?!'' & took the white & put infront of her solid even before we answered..we were like laughing liao & i was sitting on the floor while laughing lahhs.my leg soft liao.Laughters!hahahahs.but its ok! its her first tym playing pool, she sure can de.hahahs.Jiayous! my 2nd round was with catherine.. hahaahs,nth much funny really happen.catherine then left us to meet her friends at the dunnoe wat club near EHub there for mahjong game.lols.so the rest of us continued.Irzah was fine.she's learning fast! hahahs. Jiayous, Irzah & Jillian(: after pool,went Zone-X look for stanley.he's like so bored playing alone,as he oso cant follow his mom due to his age.we then ask him join us eat at nEbO cafe..hungry uhhhhs.we since morning only ate a bread while bowling nia.lols.after eat, we go buy cup walker, then walk awhile.Irzah & Jillian need go off to work liao..then catherine still at the club.so, stanley went back to Zone-X play while waiting for his mom to finish her game.so ke lian.

actually suppose accompany him de,but in the end went to meet kok,chris & cheng at doby ghaut for another round of pool.hahhahahhs.kok's shirt got a blue chalk mark made by me. whhahahahs.who ask him keep saying me uhhhh.hehheeees.tat chris oso arhhhhs,they damn guai lan! Laughs.

wahhhhs.im really sleepy mannn.anw, today was GREAT! hehheeeees.CSP guys,we must find a day whr everyone take off on same day to have another gathering yahhhs(:

1:53 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, June 18, 2009

haish...really wonder why u chose to call so early in the morning.haishh.im going crazy soon lerhhhs.dunnoe wat to say actually..dint expect such mindset to come from u..imaginary are fake & therefore u shouldnt be thinking too much into it rite.its natural tat u are unable to tolerate anymore, cause ur thinking too much bout it..why cant u just let go lehhs.honestly speaking, ur words are really frightening..instead of letting me know how u actually felt, ur making me afraid of u.i really dunnoe why would u have this mindset..really wonder if all the other same ''species'' as u would also be having this craving often.to me, ur damn scary lahhs.sometyms i would wonder if ur really alright in ur mind mahhs.im just too shock lahhs.although im only half awake, i was really sure of wat ur saying lahhs..sorry,but i just dont feel right after hearing wat u say..haix yoyo..im really going crazy soon lahhhs..haishhh. dunnoe wat to do also..oso dunnoe how to tell u..omg.dying soon liao.vex vex vex.the ''morning'' you & the ''night'' you are so different lahhs.the ''morning'' you talk bout all those nonsense stuffs,while the ''night'' you talk bout normal stuffs which ppl normally do..really a wierdo.wahhs.think im oso gg crazy soon liao.

haish..reading tmr again..siann arhhhs..but luckily my timing is at 11am.so can slp & wake up later..will be damn busy these few weeks, as my schedule for each day is FULLY PACKED! so, i can wave goodbye to enjoyment..haishh.i wan somemore work..wanna earn pocket money.. siann lohhs..no other jobs liao..the amount i had left is far far not enough de..haix yoyoyo.. anyways, now is enjoy time.gonna watch my drama ''love or bread'' liao.hahahhahs..can slp late today,cause need be in sch late so no hurry now...

1:02 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Tired! awoke by someone calling me at 630am..wahhhs.sleepy uhhhs.alright,i admit tat was half awake speaking to u..but i did hear wat u said..just tat was shocked tat u cried..cause seldom mahhs..hmmmmm.actually dint really knw tats wat u r feeling.sry if wat i said made u feel so....

but i have my reasons..u ask me is it cause of ur character? its not..the probs dun lies with you but me..real damn sorry towards u.as to wat u ask me, sry as i cant do it..u said im not helping u,but its better if i dun say lahhs.dun wanna give u false hope,u understand,as think u oso noe its impossible de..it would be better if we just stay this way bahhs.hmm,like wat u say coming 3 yrs liao,but i cant help it u see..u dun wan me say sry,but tats the only ting i cn say towards u,as tats wat i really felt i should say de lahhs.u say u cnt slp & ask why i could slp well..yahhs,maybe i should feel bad & not be able to slp well, but im tired mahhs,i cant help it as well.u oso say i no heart keep asking u go back slp,okaes,maybe i really have no heart lahhs,but im really speechless over the phone..i dint know wat to say to u to make u feel better.i cant possibly say those words rite.i can only say these 3 things:'go slp bahhs','dun think too much le' & 'sorry'... haishh..........

anws,slp back after tat then woke up at 730am to morning call kok..slp back again then finally wake at 930am prepare go school liao..siann.reading training again..hahahas,cheng suppose to come at 10am but came at almost 11am..hehheees.he overslept.actually i suppose start at 1030 de..but delay delay delay till 1140 like tat then my turn..so while waiting,ms sim ask me & cheng to help her slot the progress report in our personal document de file..then ask me read to cheng.siann.after tat when xiu rong was done le then ms tan sha ask me go her dere.. then cheng & zhiwei under ms sim..hmmm,results not bad.she say my reading quite fluent so need not worry much..hehheeees..by time finish is bout 1plus le.then went home with them..siannn.damn tired arhhhs..slept frm bout 4pm till 6pm.eat dinner then continue to revise my geog..hehhees..

2:02 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Monday, June 15, 2009

lols,ytd,went out with chris,kokwei,jincheng & daryll ong..first went chris de church watch celebrities concert..then took mrt wanna go bugis.was damn sleepy in mrt lahhhs.so was slpin anw its long journey from jurong to bugis mahhs.kok was beside me.then tat kok arhhhhs,wan die arhhs.push my head so hard! when i awake liao was damn blurrr.actually dint noe he push de.tot i was dreaming.lols.but see his face arhhs,i noe is he liao.wan act oso dunnoe act.keep on smiling..then chris,daryll & jincheng sit opp us keep laughing lahhs.hmph.wait,will revenged one day de.hahahaahahs.walk walk at bugis first at the same tym looking for shop tat can repair chris de mechanical watch..kok accidently went hit,then the watch parts drop out..chris say cant repair liao..then we go play POOL! whoooot..love it mann..damn funny lahhs.chris,jincheng & kokwei making ''sound effect'' arhhhhs..played 1 hr nia.cause cheng need faster go home after tat.the rest of us then went eat KFC.hahaahahaahs.shiok!

yeah,i admit i was damn dumb.Laughs.i went off with kok first.walk till mrt dere,notice i left my wallet in daryll de bag.lols.tat kok keep laughing.ahahahs.he wait for me.then i faster go back bugis street dere take my wallet back.haahahs..then jiu take mrt with kok go home liao..its late tats y..Great day ytd (:

1:48 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Saturday, June 13, 2009

lols,had our graduating ceremony today.sobsobx.last day to interact with them liao.lesson ends at 1230pm.went for lunch at Carls juniors with catherine & her son stanley,irene,shuyi & weilong! the rest ate at foodcourt.after lunch,went buys fruit juice,plates,fruits & cakes.was late back to class.tat WEILONG SCARE ME LUHHHS.lucky i nvr shout so loud uhhhs.HE DASH ACROSS ROAD NVR SEE MOTOR DERHHS.ALMOST KENNA BANG!! motor guy scold ''dunnoe how see motor arhhs? wan kenna lang gah is it?'' funny!

after lunch break,all were busy preparing our door gifts & setting up reception area for the GOHs.ceremony started at 445pm.whhoot.damn nervous while giving speech.we then eat & slowly chat chat as form of celebrations.dint manage to book bowling lanes not have nice movies..

drank Hooch with besties.5% alcoholic.had a sip of tiger beer too! lols.dint drunk.great.tot would drunk cause i drank my Hooch too fast.in just less than 5min,whole bottle gone liao..Laughs. lastly,home sweet home((:

took lots of pics today,but will upload it some other time..omg,bye guys!these 5 days had allow us to build some kind of bonds tgt.although the learning hours are long, i nvr regreted.this 5-day course had really benefitted me alot..u guys are wonderful ppl,especially my trainer: MR RAM..see you guys again on fri(19/6) during the chalet..let us all keep in touch yahhhs!BTW, NOW, ! 13TH JUNE IS BAOHAO'S BDAE! he just now so late then tell us.aiyoyo.anw, lucky its not too late! SO, HAPPY 17TH BDAE, HOPE U ENJOYED THIS DAY!hehheeees(:

3:02 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Friday, June 12, 2009

My Funny Trainer : MR RAM

MR WILLIAM,HAKIM,ME & ZIYU

YUMMY! OUR BREAKFAST TIME (:

SERIOUS AT WORK! HMMMM...

GROUP PHOTO(:

YEAHH!DONE!HANDS OF SHUYI,CINDY,XUEFENG,ME & IRENE

AIN,ME & WEILONG(:

GREAT MEMORIES! OUR CLASS PHOTO!

HOORAYYY OUR TRAINER TGT(:

well,these photos are taken during the 4 days of lesson here!hmm,really great memories yahh. was really awaiting for tmr's graduating ceremony as well as celebrations,but at the same tym,cant bear to leave those guys.they were really great ppl..this 4 days of spending with them, was really fun & wonderful especially my trainer: MR RAM(:

alright,today was the 4th day of the lesson.was damn fun today.played hunters & squirrels hold by the service team in the morning so as to perk us up.well,great game,damn tiring finding for a tree to stay in.Laughs.after tat,continued with our lesson.then,here comes the role-playing of having a service breakdown.each of us have to play the role of being a service provider who encounters a difficult customer who has a bad experience in our store.we are then suppose to solve the problem on our own independently without involving the managers.so yahhhs.tats really TOUGH! moreover,i was the ''lucky'' number 1, & my customer happen to be MR RAM! i was like OMG! damn nervous.he was damn fierce acting.he shouted & all tat.then at first i was like lost,dunnoe wat to do.then i tot of a solution.by tat tym was already holding back my tears liao.but one of the main factor was to continue with tat SMILE no matter how angry the customer was.so,told myself this is just a course learning how to deal with probs..calm down after tat.manage to keep my tears inside.hahahahs.afterall, i succeed.manage to cool my ''customer'' down..because of this role-playing,4 ppl CRIED.cant mention.hehheees.but its really difficult standing out front in front of all classmates & need being scolded by a fake customer & thinking of ways to solve the bad experience.REAL DAMN DIFFICULT.REALLY NERVOUS! after class,went to book bowling lanes for tmr's celebration with catherine,irene & weilong.. went cathay,marina square all dun have.cathay dun have le,marina was full hse.damn suay. haish. so we tmr morning then go continue booking again.siann.OMG!graduating day tmr.saddd. D;

1:29 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, June 11, 2009

its my 3rd day in tis CSP course..phew...real damn tired today..woke up bout 630am.cause need be dere at 8am.siann.mrt not so much ppl today.hhahhaas.reach dere quite early then waited Irzah.hehheees.we doing service host today mahhs.so need go early to decorate class.wahhhs.FUN lahhs.ps ps mann.left Irzah standing on the table.forget to help her get down jiu go do others liao.Laughs.then the William say i too excited forget my friend liao.hahaaahs.pai sei arhhs.not purposely de.lols.zuzy bought sweets.wahhs.nice nice.overall was happy.felt tat we did quite well as a service host of the day, working hand in hand tgt to deliver tis great ambience for our classmates.hahahahs.Great job to all of us!lols.

today was obviously mre fun than ytd.hehheees.had a fashion parade today followed by our speech.actually was damn nervous & shy de.but bo bian lahhs.i service host mahhs.must show good example.if i shy shy de then the rest will oso dun wan go up infront do the catwalk mahhs.

so was like damn pai sei lohhhs.but its worth it lahhhs.whoos.my day today was great..

lols.lisan called me just now.tot she wanna scold me regarding the course de.but no lahhs.she told me bout the EXSA thingy.say 5th Aug need attend EXSA de class.lols..need think of reason liao, cause must reply her by friday.haish..

2:02 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

lols,ytd was the first day of my C.S.P (Certified Service Professional) course.its at Singapore Shopping Centre at Doby Gout dere.hmmm.ytd was fun.hahahas.the trainer,Mr Ram was damn funny lahhhs.joker mann.Laughs.we did alot of group work & presentations.we also have role play of 2 teams being a customer & 1 team being a service provider.was being put in Team 3.so ytd my team was a customer..hahahas,made quite alot of new friends.closer ones are weilong,shuyi,irene,irzah,zuzy & cindy.hang out with them for lunch breaks & all tat.people there are damn friendly.hahahaahs,happy!omg,thanks JinCheng for the little angel u gave me(:

today okok lahhs.role play,group work & presentations were fun! but atmosphere was a little TENSE.cause some ppl were late after breaks then William,from McDonald's Headquarter was like sort of scolding us lohhhs.cause he is seated at the back of the class to monitor the whole 5-day course mahhs.then heard from my friends tat he COMPLAIN to their RM bout their behaivour then their RM called & scold them.so today was like,some ppl were a little unhappy.actually personally,i oso feel tat William was too FUSSY liao.he's abit SARCASTIC in his speaking especially when giving comments to our presentation.but im ok towards him lahhs..

my team today was incharge of being a BANQUET HOST for noon.hahahahas,overall experience: GREAT, although dint really serve the so-called ''customers''well enough..

So far, was GREAT lahhs.hahhas,tmr need go earlier.my team turn be Service Host..must decor.

My Besties were soooo goood lahhhhs! Especially Chris & KokWei! for these 2 days, they COME DOBY GOUT FIND ME after my course end at 6pm.hahahahhaahs. Thanks Guys(: today at first,kok & chris di siao me de,then after tat,chris & me keep diao kok bout he & his Kang Rui! hehhheeees.Laughs.we call Kang Rui then make fun lahhs.then kok go anyhow say '' Chris One-night stand'' so loud.then everyone around us turn & look at us lahhs.damn paisei lohhs.we then pretend to look down.hahahahs.after tat we keep say kok & kang rui.Laughs.Kok jiu pai sei & damn du lan..still throw ball at me arhhhs.hahahas.LOLs.

Thanks guys for the company mann.really kills off my boringness(:

1:11 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Monday, June 8, 2009

went meet my dear elvina wiyanto at her church at novena dere..she ask me peii her cause she's alone.her sis & friends all went back indonesia liao..after church, she peii me go doby gout go find where's the singapore shopping centre..hehehehes.damn difficult to find.cause the building nvr state wat building it is mahhhs..in the end one passer-by,an old uncle, told us the way. hahhhaaas.happy liao...elvina then ask me peii her go see Citigems de necklace.she bought one..$150++..hahahs,she's rich..chris,kokwei & yiping came doby gout find me.hahahhhas,have dinner tgt, but elvina left first.after tat went play daytona & took neoprint.hehehes.fun sia ;D

siannnns sia.tmr is the first day of my course liao.haishhhhs.OMG! thanks guys for agreeing to accompany me tmr during my lunch break & after i end my course,hehheeees..love u guys mann! hehheeees ;D

2:08 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Sunday, June 7, 2009

had 6E'04 gathering today! heehhheeees.meet liying at serangoon mrt bout 130pm..was chatting in mrt.lols.we OVERSHOT our station! was actually heading to hougang,but we were chatting till didnt even realise we overshot our station.Laughs.when the train reached buangkok then we realise we miss our station liao.heehheees.so took the opp side back to hougang.went pasta mania book table first.tot we late liao but we're the earliest.hehhees.finally everyone came liao [Jameson,royce,szehui,chunhui]. ARRHHS, HUNGRYY UHHHS! ate chicken& ham baked rice..ahhahas.filled up ''hollow'' liao..by the time ping came,we ate finish liao.so waited for her..

actually planned to go watch movie de bbbuuut, last minute changed our mind!hheeheees.headed to hougang plaza de KBox.wahhhhhhhssss! happy happy.long tym dint go sing K liao.. hehheeees.we were all damn ''high'' lahs..the girls were jumping, screaming & singing. LOLS! the guys were all like shy shy lahhs.dint even dare to sing..hehheeees..chun hui left bout 5pm.the rest of us continue..we picked bon jovi de 'its my life' but was among the last few songs..so we were all awaiting for tat song.hahahahass.cause its the most rock de song in our whole list!lols.when singing tat song,we were damn hyper lahhs. instead of singing through the microphone, we were like shouting! Laughs! then we force royce & jameson to sing through the microphone,cause each person pays $17.80 then they dun wan sing.waste money!hehhheees. FUN FUN! they were so pai sei lahhhhs. aiyoo,sing so softly somemore..we girls also louder than them arrrhhhs! guess wat! we also sang ''barbie girl!'' Laughs..sang till 7pm..i wanna pok liao arrhhhs..spend alot today! hheeeeheees..after K, we went our own way liaos.sobsobx..

OMG! I WAN ANOTHER GATHERING!! JUST MISSS THEM SOOOO MUCHHHH ;D

2:46 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Saturday, June 6, 2009

After school,went mac to look for Li San regarding my tourism course thingy..haish.bored.its a 5-day course(8/6-12/6) which starts at 9am & end at 6pm daily..omg.wonder how im gonna spend my time dere ALONEEE somemore.haish.i not sure how to go oso.only know at doby gout mrt dere.but need walk.haish.will have an hour of lunch break.siannz.loner..

met my besties just now at amk.lols..went play daytona.hahahhhaaas.first few rounds all KokWei come in 1st.ARRRHHS! we buai song.so keep playing..hahahahahas.wanna make kokwei last.

hehheeees.so we gang up to bang kokwei de car..AHH UHHHS! he come in LAST lahs. heehheees.tis the best daytona we ever played.hahahhas.kok, paisei arhhhs.keep asking him sing twinkle twinkle little star.cause the need use 5 fingers mahs.he came in 5th.so ask him make the sign..hehhheees.poor chris keep kenna bang by ping & me.he at first ask me dun bang him so he can catch up with kok infront..hahhhaaas,i say okaes,then still go turn right bang chris make him overturn..hahahahs.he damn dulan with me.hehhheees.fun fun..pai sei lahs,chris :P

whooo hoooo.gonna meet my primary school friends tmr 2pm at hougang mall for lunch at pasta mania..wahhhhs.long tym nvr eat tat liao.then after tat gonna watch movie with them.whoo hoo. awaiting for tmr..hehheeheees!

4:17 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Friday, June 5, 2009

stayed in school to ask ms sim words regarding the reading marathon de, shun bian accompany chris..hehehe.he so ke lian ALONEEE.whahahas.slept at 4plus last nite.damn slpy lahs.so slept in class awhile while waiting for chris to end..

went home after tat then headed to Chomp Chomp for dinner with my dearest ''besteas'' in the evening! hahahas.lols.we waited dere very long then finally got table liao! ARRHHS! HUNGRY UHHS. Me,Chris & Kok rush go buy food! hehehees.then cheng,samuel & baohao book for us table. we ordered a plate of carrot cake,chilli sotong & 3 plates of wantan noodle! SHARE! heeheees.Yummy Yummy! ping came later..she order satay beehoon! lols.we all buy GIGANTIC DRINK.hahahs.each cup share by 2 person.whahahas.not enough! so order another smaller de.lols.we are still HUNGRYYY! ARRHHS. feel like eating somemore! heheeees. we then ordered BBQ CHICKEN! hahaahahs. YUMMY YUMMY UHH! buy 15 of those! wat a ''MONSTER'' we are! heheeees.chris then buy mango pudding! ARRHHS.NICE NICE.we keep on snatching from chris.especially Kokwei.hahahahas.Hm.dun give chris eat!lols.WAHHS.FINALLY OUR ''HOLLOW'' IS FILLED UP!

hahahahas.while waiting for bus, POOR KOK KENNA PINCH BY PING! heheees.''got swollen mahs?'' we keep asking him..lols.his action sooo funny man! heheeees..

need go home take thingss..IM SO TOUCHED! they accompany me go home take my documents then headed to my work place to pass to Li San..she say URGENTT UHHS. so bo bian.need give by tmr.. heheees.thanks guys(:

Siannz.need stay for reading marathon training tmr again.actually mine is on mon derrhhs.but i need attend a 5-day tourism management course next week! so have to push forward..after tat still need go workplace find LiSan.wanna brief me on the course..heheeees!

Had a GREAT DAY TODAY WITH MY "MONSTERS"!

1:26 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Monday, June 1, 2009

hmm.wat should i say regarding this lehs..yeah,im in the wrong & i admit that.should have told u the truth.then why dont u just tell me what u actually felt? why must u say ur ok with it,but ur actually not.im truly alright if u had told me what u actually felt.im seriously ok with it even if u tell me ur angry or even disappointed.its like,i cant blame u for feeling tat u see.i accept this.

Btw,wanna thank ppl out dere who comforted me tat day, especially JinCheng & Jameson.

To Jameson: Thanks for everything. Although u nvr prob into asking wat exactly happen, but i know tat you are concern.your silent tapping on my shoulders,has really comforted me.Thanks alot(:

To Chris, Kok Wei & JinCheng: I know u all are trying to help me & i truly appreciate this. Thanks for all the jokes tat u guys said to make me laugh.lols.thanks for doing all those paisei stuffs at the fairprice Xtra.hahahs..feel so much better after having a good laugh..Thanks too(:

Anyways,back to what i wanna say.honestly speaking, im ok with the situation now & i dont hope for any other things.As long as ur fine with it,then im fine with it as well.if i myself cant put this matter aside,how do i expect u to.i rather the situation remains like this..sobsobx..

11:41 PM
baby, i'm yours always