the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

Haven been writing on my blog for about half a year !

So here's a quick update of my life:

Firstly, through my last class, i have learned a lot of things.
People who were once close with me was maybe just my imagination.
& yes, i was being stabbed in the back unknowingly till i almost fall apart.
Fake friends?
Yes, THEY WERE FAKE ALL THE WAY, IT'S JUST THAT I FAILED TO TELL.
& it hurts. but then again, i got to be close with another 2 classmates of mine.
Apparently, we shared the same thoughts and we were all being stabbed by people unknowingly, & thus we clique.
I'm starting to not believe in friendship anymore.
Why is that so? Where has the old Sharon went?
I realized i'm more introvert now.
I don't tell people my issue anymore,
unless i'm confident enough that they aren't FAKE.
I started to be afraid of people now. REALLY.
I don't know what went wrong with me.
& THEY GOSSIPED SAYING MY BF WANTS ME BECAUSE HE'S GAY.
ARE THEY PLAIN JEALOUS OR WHAT?! I FELT SORRY FOR DRAGGING HIM IN.
WELL, THAT'S LIFE.
Only bf & BESTEAS are with me thru these times.
THOSE ARE FRIENDS WHO CAME & NEVER LEFT.
FAKE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO CAME ONLY FOR A MOTIVE; TO DESTROY.

& now, i'm in my semester 2 class.
This class was one of the better ones including my year 1 class.
People in this class are more friendly.
They're not competitive.
They aren't jealous of you or whatsoever.
Thus, no back stabbing occurred.
But the old me had gone missing.
Just like my laptop did.
I don't talk much in class now.
I don't really trust the people around me now.
I would still sometimes breakdown & pour my sorrows to bf.
He knows nothing about consoling but i'm glad he made effort to make me laugh.

ANYWAY, I LEAVING FOR BATAM TOMORROW MORNING FOR SOME INTERNSHIP TRAINING !
& YES, I'LL BE WORKING IN "HOLIDAY INN" THERE. WILL BE BACK ON MONDAY.
HOPEFULLY, THE TRIP WOULD BE A FUN ONE.

SHALL END A PHOTO OF ME & BATAM HOLIDAY INN :D