OFFDAY ytd!went out with adeline,kok,chris,baohao & zhiwei...hehheeees.shop & slack & went home.damn upset initially due to various reasons! poured it out to adeline....she was comforting me thru tat few hours of my agony luhh.THANKS GIRL! cried throughout the whole night & finally force myself to fall asleep.morning le.tot everything was fine.but thinking of it makes me feel so uncertain of everything! MANY QUESTIONS i feel like asking!but i dint know how to say out.just cant figure out.sobs! makes me cry so much...finally i have tot it thru le...crying don helps.she's right! i shouldnt let it affect me instead i should just stop all my thinkings & concentrate on my job.so yahh.wasnt so upset liao...
then started work at 4pm.a little boring but was alright..Gary damn funny.he said he wanna resign liao.go work casino give out poker cards to gamblers! wth.tot he was joking.but serena & emily said true lehh.hmmmm.i still doubt it.hahahahahs.he so kelian..doing stock returns till so pek chek....haha. my stock returns last week jiu finish liao..serena ask him ''ehh from morning do till now haven finish uhh?'' he damn funny luhh.he reply was ''aunty, i need return ONE WHOLE WAGON LEHH!'' we all laughs luhh!hehe. serena go makan liao.i see him so ke lian so help him do some...haha.kelian de Gary! omg.siann.start work 230 tmr.stock coming in.goshh.hate packing stock! argggh!
have a news to update! i've resigned from mac liao...sorry Spencer & all managers especially shara,jason & lingching:( but i really don wish to remain dere.hope u understand...guess i would miss my colleagues bahh! sobs but bo bian...
anw,very busy working these few days..due to season period,there are much more customers & they are getting up my nerves! especially foreign ppl...damn fussy & not paisei de lohh..ask me take this & tat colour or design then suddenly say don wan buy liao.wtf. i had to fold it back in place all by myself & when the next batch of customers come before i cleared up my area,the same thing happens again..they would just pull out the size & design on their own w/o asking for assistance & leave it on the floor when they dint wan anymore...im a little muddle-headed today..think something wrong with me luhh.hahahahahs.awwwww.i hate it when i had to go into the store room to replace the sizes that i had sold...its difficult to find as its all in a mess & i had a hard tym stuffing back the jeans into its respective column until i HAD A CUT on my hand today
cause the wood was damn sharp luhh!awwww.painful sia :(
but i enjoyed working dere although i can get real bored at a moment & real busy the next moment..the colleagues dere all damn joker de..laughs! especially the Camel Active promoter.. forget wads his name liao...his story damn funny especially the old lady & old man de..hahahaha.
sian sian sian.tmr start work at 2pm or maybe slightly earlier if needed...really tired today!
phew! First day of work at OG ytd...started work at 1pm.hahaahs.not too tiring just tat need memorise each & every type of different jeans cutting & codes..omgggosh...many many many.....but was lucky tat serena was there to coach me..hehheeees.was also accompanied during break tym...damn difficult to find tat wanton mee stall tat serena said luhh...hahahs.we walked all round just to find it.lols. found finally,but we ate the wrong stall! laughs.we are the only idiots dere...hehheeees.
wasnt busy at first...but was damn suay luhh.as soon as serena went for break,my area was crowded with customers!!! wth.i was left alone to deal with them.sobsob.moreover its my first day dere & i was like a blur sotong.hahahahs.but manage to serve them well in the end luhh..phew.sobsob.leg damn pain..blisters cause of my stupid shoe.plus the aircon was super cold almost freezing liao.haish.end work at bout 9plus.hehheeees.then go meet him...jiu go home liaoo(:
hahahas,start work at 2pm later...then tmr is my OFFDAY! hehheeees...playtime...
O levels had officially ended on wednesday! hoorayy....finally im free from BOOKS!! ytd,meet besteas to have a farewell dinner with wanhong and pooled!sobsob!she going back to china liao....her flight is later 8am in the morning...haishh.might not be seeing her anymore :(
anw,going for a job interview later in the noon with kok,chris & adeline.....hmmmm.wonder how will it goes....omgg.nervous!!
haishh.many things happened.felt helpless.unable to say wad exactly went wrong.there's disappointment & sadness.just don get it why they cant understand.especially my ...... for being so mean...! alright! since u wanted it this way.i let u have it.just utterly upset for everything u said & does.sobsobs :(
hey guy.thanks for being my listening ear hearing all the craps of wad im going through :( dint expect myself to be able to say out everything to u.think u know the reason why im able to do so this time.hahahahs.shhh.just wanna say,thanks alot.831!
anw,BYE AH LIAOO! THANKS FOR UR EVERYTHING! TAKECARE! I MISS U :(
so long dint update liao..hahaaas.was busy preparing for Os.most of the papers was relatively easy (hopefully true).lols.ytd was my POA paper.paper 2 was easy.paper 1,er...so-so lohh.omgg. made a number of careless mistakes...hmph.
anw,as usual went study on wed evening.was pretty upset..especially when i see u run..it makes me feel like crying even more luhh...sorry for making u worried & upset too.but i just hate the feeling of being abandon.i would feel alright like tat morning if one of u had answered my call.at least i know u r coming lohh.but tat night i felt alot of uncertainties luhh.felt like no one was dere for me.was damn afraid..sobsobx.i always had some kind of phobia of being left alone since primary school days.no idea why too.moreover, all 6 of u dint answer my call at tat point of time when i needed u guys most...lucky adeline was dere when i truly needed someone beside me lohhh.hahas.thanks for ur comfort,girl....hahas, jc was suay enough.i kup his call for bout 8 or 9 times luhh.hehe.u called at the wrg tym..sorry luhh....
anw,i had left with 3 more papers to go to the end of Os.left with bio, chinese & science MCQs nia.hehheees.goodluck to all taking BIOLOGY later in the noon(: JIAYOUS!
Well, I'm sort of tired going into your blog, and tagging on your tagboard just to reply to your posts. To Eugene, like u said ''Yiping and you were saying it was Samuel's fault in class,thinking no one would tell my friends and I.'' So, this means you wasn't in class at that time.Thus, how sure can you be that your friends have told you what they have heard exactly? Ms yang merely ask us what happened between Samuel & Zafirah, and if i remembered correctly, my reply was '' aiya. that Samuel lahh, angry that Zafirah said about them, then go tell his friends, that's why it happened!'' I said something like that to Ms Yang. So, im being fair here. I said it was Samuel that told his friends about the comments made by Zafirah as well as, Zafirah did made comments about Samuel that caused the fight/quarrel to occur. Get it?
Anyway, from what i see/heard, Kokwei did not backstab Samuel. Yes, Samuel might have really done alot of things for Kokwei. I wont have comments on this as i wasn't there to witness. However, eventhough i only started to be close with Kokwei this year, i truly believed and i can comfirm that he is not that kind of person who will backstab friends. You might think that he's my friend and that's why I'm siding for him. But know something? There is surely a reason for everyone's actions. Ask yourself, if someone didn't provoke you, would you have said things that shouldn't be said?
By the way, I have read the tag! Nurul claimed that she's not criticising me, but it might not be true. She has no right to ask me to back off when firstly, she was a stranger to me. Secondly, I did not say anything negative about her. Thirdly, i did not ask her to stop her comments regarding what you said about me untill now.
You said yourself ''it's because Zafirah talked to Kokwei loudly about Samuel, so Samuel confronted Kokwei online.'' Since you said it yourself that it was Zafirah that talked to Kokwei about Samuel, then why is Samuel confronting Kokwei instead of Zafirah? Get it now? Yeah, although Kokwei did not said anything when Zafirah told him about Samuel, but he isn't in the wrong. He can't stop her from saying that. So, for this, Samuel was in the wrong.Anyway, go ahead and laugh at Tresharene post! I don't give a damn!
And to Samuel, or 'Jay' , you said '' i just felt that i needed to tell my friends about what he felt about them''. I'm not saying that you shouldn't tell your friends what he said. But, don't you feel a little guilty for causing this problem? If you had not confronted Kokwei online, would he have said that? Ask yourself also, if you were Kokwei, and your friend confronted you online for what the other friend of yours had told you about him, what would your reply be?
Anyway, yeah, you might say that i accused you of pretending. I don't mind if you want to continue this act of denial. I did not say you pretended to be a Pineapple head, so don't put words into my mouth. Ask yourself, have you ever caused me & a friend of mine to quarrel? I can help you answer that. The answer is YES! You caused her to see me as a friend of hers for 4 yrs as a person whom aren't trustworthy. You caused her to think that I'm the one who made her friend ignore her as her friend was a little angry with her. I shall not say who the 'her' refers to as i didn't want to drag people down into the issue. Although this matter was already over, but trust me, I know what she's thinking. Okay, maybe you might not know what you've actually told her caused all this to happen, but still don't you think you are a little at fault?
Enough said. Go and think through what i have said. Nobody wants trouble especially when it's close to the exams. If you want to continue to play along, fine!
Alrite! just venting my anger! wadever im saying in the following,don imply to anything.whoever who thinks im saying u,tats ur own thinking.but i dint say tat whoever im implying is u.so don jump into conclusion!just like someone say''get the situation right!''
so ya,damn angry!
stop being a great pretender can! acting like as if they owe u making u the innocent party who got kicked out!wtf! don go round gaining pity lahh! it only brings ur status down making u like beggar lahh.since u say forget bout them,u still have the other ''they'' without them,then why complaint to ur hero backup,finding trouble?!wtf.eeeeeyr! don understand why some ppl still like ur heads!damn disgusting can!still say we jealous of u! omgggggggosh!how buay yao bai can this be!wft!jealous?!is who jealous of who de!if not jealous then why find backup lehh! i like call who ah hui,my own prob lahh! i like it cant ar! say ''ah hui'' is a f*ing gay nick?! pls lahh.stand up look into the mirror & see who looks like gay man! so obvious still wan say ppl.lols.still say why nvr find prob with u but others? know why,cause u xtra wad.no one say u,u come scold ppl.ownself wan kpo!wtf.damn angry lahh.
just wanna let those ''xtras'' know, if it don concerns u,don kpo,act like one bigggggg hero,go round bringing ur backups to scold ppl! this only shows u ham ji! if u think u not at fault & is the INNOCENT one,then why don directly come ask?! lucky i was clever enough to have spotted ur 'REAL PERSONALITY' after tat night! i might look stupid(yea i admit),but i know exactly wad ur thinking! u can fake the others even 'her',but not me okay!don geisiao like as if u r so concern! bullshit lahh!if u think u don wan send,why don u just go off!still dare tell me its ur duty!foff lahh!
