the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

heiis. miie come to update again. hahas. walao wheres EVERYONE?? i am so siann.. alone in msn. luckily got haerim.. hahas dunn tell euu whos tat. ownself guess. its a secret. weiling, i enough lame le marh?? i will try & follow euu be a lamer one dae. hahas. dun look down lor.. haixx. my hmwk left GEOG. but do half way le. haven complete yet. will complete maybe tml after come back from band. i memorise the midnight escape halfway le. left a bit mre. Zorro haven yet. cause my brain cells isnt working. its dead. i oso have to do my geog revision. dunnoe lah. according to ms chee, she sae tat there will be a test when sch reopen. so must do revision if i dunn wanna get an EGG. hows leis. i feel so fustrated but just dunnoe why. ZEN ME BAN? ZEN ME BAN?? what can i do huh.. everyone is feeling so listless. i really have no mood to joke sometimes. so weiling, dunn ask miie to laugh cause i cant. even if i can but it would be so fake.. and it is so tiring to put on a smile when you just dunn feel like putting it up. tats why i am so moody these days. i oso dunnoe why like tat de. i just have NO MOOD. wait till i figure out why like tat then tell euu all. or maybe it has to do with the recent situation tat we faced. even though i and she OK le, but i agree with weiling, sometimes i dunnoe what to talk to her. i have nothing to say. when she speak then i reply her. if not i really dunnoe what to say. dunnoe lah. just feel tat we are not like the same as before. our distance just seems so far. ZEN ME BAN? WHAT TO DO? CAN SOMEONE TELL MIIE WHAT TO DO PLS. she say its not my fault?? but is the others fault? honestly, i dunn believe that thats what she thinks. I JUST FIND IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE WHATEVER SHE SAYS NOW! i dunnoe how to describe but tats what i am feeling now. CAN SOMEONE TELL MIIE WHY I AM FEELING LIKE TAT?? I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO BREAK DOWN ANYTIME!! I JUST FEEL SO TERRIBLE! I HAVE LOST MY DIRECTION! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE WAY PLS!! I REALLY NEED TO KNOW IT RIGHT NOW!.. tolong tolong lah. i really very XIN KU leis..