the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

i hate friendshipss..

most are ok but the rest are no good.

went to KL and Genting very fun but have lots and lots of arguements between us.

people who dun know think that we are very close.

but actually we are very far apart. its just that you guys dont know. i treasure friendship.

but the ppl who i treasure does not treasure me. she's good towards me.

but you know what?? she only does that when her real friend is not with her..

i felt like a piece of rubbish. when she need it, she will pick it up from the rubbish bin. when she found the one she really need, she throw this one back there.. you know how pathetic i feel?? how would you guys feel if you were me? i treat her as my true friend. what abt her? do she do the same? she does not. not only me felt this. almost everyone who knew her felt this. they are only tolerating.. i tried tolerating but i am just too tired to continue.. i really dont wish to end this friendship but i am really too tired of being a rubbish.. i wanna be back to who i really are and not doing what i had to do to save the situation. i hope that she can realise her mistakes but i think she wont. this happens many times already. its not the first time. its just that i forgive her again and again. sometimes i really hate this world. how i wish that all friends treat each other equally and true. i think you guys knew who i am talking abt.. those who know just pretend that you didntt know. it would be better. if theres a paradise where i am all alone, i will definitly go there. so that i can vent all my anger in any way i want and nobody knows..