the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

sobsobx.recently,my mom found out tat she has been seeing in one eye only.her left eye could not see anything.theres smthing blocking her vision.she suspect it was cataract.yesterday,iie woke up at 0630 in the morning and accompanied my mom to the amk polyclinic to see about her eye.we waited for abt an hour before it was her turn.soo darm long.haix.she had an eye check-up and was given a letter to go to TanTockSeng hospital to visit an eye specialist doctor for further confirmation straight away.OMG.my mom was in tears.the doctor said tat if it was confirm as cataract,she has to undergo an eye surgery.she was afraid.sobsobx.iie could not help her in anyway except comforting her.we reach the eye centre at TTSH at abt 10am.she had so many eye test to go through.omg.whenever she come out from a room after test,she had tears in her eyes.she had abt more than 10 eye test and was in tears after every test.omg.my heart aches soo much to see her like tat.iie feel like crying but did not as iie did not want her to know.sobsobx.iie could only hide and cry.it was confirm as a cataract.the doctor said her's was very serious.the cataract was too thick.she has to undergo an eye surgery on the 27 Dec but was brought forward to 6 Dec as it was too serious.omg.my heart aches soo much.

sobsobsobx :(

2:57 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, November 15, 2007

that person got me so worried.haix.dunnoe hows tat person now.the hp not in use,house number oso not in use.on sun tat person msg me call me to borrow tat person $150.OMG.iie duo even have $50.haix.iie was working tat day.work till very late.by the time iie call back,both tat person number cant be use le.iie have been calling everyday but to no appeal.zen me ban.iie very guilty leis.hope its just false alarm..sobsobx.
haix..iie have been working for so many days finally today is my offday.hahas.walao weiling and tat delon went to my workplace.they call for me soo loud until my manager heard.she say ''woahh.you everyday got supporters huh? they very supportive leis.''hahahas.they are not there to support me de lorh.they said they will be back there again.hahahas.
eh.zen me ban huh? iie am still very guilty leis..sobsobx

3:16 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

haiz.money is hard to earn de lor.work until can die de arh..must be independent,cannot rely on others.sobsob.when iie need help oso noe one to help miie.all by myself.no matter how hard it is for miie alone to accomplish something,iie still have to do it my own.everyone is busy with his/her own staff.moreover im new dere.so noe one to turn to.if you wanna ask miie what iie had learn through working dere, its independent and perseverance.haix.no choice.everyone dere has something to busy with.we even need to be super fast in everything thing we do.tats why its soo tiring.both of my palm is covered with bruises after finishing my first day's work.not only palms.my shoulder was like breaking.it hurts alot.i even have work the following day.actually duo feel like going de.but....its like ban tu er fei..so i went.compared to the first day,second day was better.maybe i was used to it le bah.sobsobx.

went to maths lesson today.on the way to school saw tat person.tat person took the same bus as miie and sat behind miie.i think tat person was going to sch bah.cause was wearing the ITE uniform mah.we saw each other but was like stranger lor.sobsobx.so disheartening :(

4:36 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, November 1, 2007

sobsobx..the injection was pain de lorhh..now iie no strength le.haix.first time go doctor myself. no one pei miie.sobsobx..so ke lian.still have to wait for the doctor for mre than an hour.haix.hahahas.this sat start work lerhh.iie only work sat,sun and public holidays..cause weekdays very busy mahh.cherry tml cannot go band cause got work.so left me,weiling and woonyee.tml oso got maths lesson.actually finish 10am derhh.but mr oei say he wanna extend the time.haha.oh ya.wanhong wanna go back china lerhh..sobsobxsobsobxsobsobx.haix..

BuaixBuaix wanhong..takkaire..Cya next year..sobsobx.

2:47 PM
baby, i'm yours always