the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

feel like wanna vent out all my fustrations..she's so...she really change alot..sorry ppl.posting this is just wanna say out what i really felt at this point of time..can choose not to read if u dont like..cause im really angry and sad..treat her so good and this is how she repay me..wat a fool i have been..omg.feel like crying sia..getting suspicious of ppl for no reason. watever we say,she think as we are being sarcastic.if she think wat she did is wrong or if she dont want ppl to know then why she do it in the first place?!besides blaming ppl,when will she see her fault?..tat day when i was sick and didnt go to sch,she msg me.silly me thinking she's gonna ask why i didnt come..instead,she ask me whether did i tell ppl abt she and tat idiot!ofcourse my ans is no i did not..then she ask then how come mh knows.but how the hell i knw.she then replied and ask why am i reacting like she dont trust me..she say she trust me.then why is she asking me if she trust?!she call this trust!if she really trust, she wouldnt have asked..i feel like one big idiot..jas ask me, why i treat her so good when she treat me dirt?..stupid me saying ''nevermind we are still friends mah..let her be lah..''wat a fool i have been..she listens to watever tat idiot says not us..how disappointing can this be..watever we says,she would tell him.. she betray friends like tat..stupid me crying over this..if i know this would happen once again, never would i mend this friendship time and time again when its already broken.stop acting pathetic when i ignore u.saying im the bad one and doesnt want to talk to u.stop thinking u r right everytime.telling mdm chua u have already lost ur mother and dont wanna lose ur friends..stop acting.u r the one breaking this friendship ok.dont u feel u have gone too far?!only feel u r the one being bullied.wat abt me?..why must i put up with this..ppl always says good friends are hard to find..i think so too tats why i always treasure friendship..wat bout u?..i will never mend this friendship again!u can continue to act for all i care..