the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

oh gosh..left a total of 12 mark questions blank..no time to write finish..oh god..there goes my geog..haix..btw, went to k box with colleagues on wed..would like to thank dear felicia for paying for us tat day..thanks for everything :]

perhaps my sis was right;i shouldnt care abt what the others think or say abt me..just do what i m suppose to do..let them think what they like..

sometimes really wonder why am i tat stupid to let ppl make use of me..

am i just a spare tyre to you?..want me to accompany you only when the others are not free..you would always act like im the bad one when i ignored u..and i always end up being the one to mend this friendship.why am i putting in all the effort when u dont? why must i? lying to me many times make me hate u..when im absent frm sch,u would only rmbr ur so called ''bro'' not me.by telling me u forgotten to tell me wat teacher said or wat i need to bring for the next lesson tells me tat u dont even bother to help me..u call this friend?do u treat me like a friend or u feel tat im just someone heaven gave u so u can take things for granted..although u have lost ur mom,but tat doesnt mean all ppl must care for ur feelings and u doesnt need to care abt ppl's feelings.we are all emotional creatures..we have feelings too.u took ppl's care and concern for granted..u r not the only one with probs.i have mine too..ask urself,did u comfort me when i was down.just a sentence of 'are u ok' is already gd enough..but did u?..were u even dere for me when i needed a friend? 4yrs of friendship and tats how lightly u took it.would always tell myself not to bother abt u but how can i?..u r my best friend and we are in same class for 4yrs..thought tat u r the one who understand me most but i was wrong.just realised tat wanhong understand me most..wanna say this to her: "thanks for understanding how i felt.most imptly,thanks for always being there for me when im down.thanks for letting me knw i still have a friend tat will always be dere for me no matter wat.thanks for saying 'you still have me'..thanks lots.. ''putting in effort alone in this friendship for 4yrs is really tiring.really tired of this.do u know how disappointed i was in u?very disappointed.it hurt so much seeing u take the things i have done for u for granted..its not tat i wanna give up,but its u who dont treasure it..dont wanna bother abt u anymore. wanna study or not,make the right choice or not,lie or not,i wont care anymore.i will do wat i say this time..u betrayed my trust in u! u gave up this friendship too!