had xchange gifts on mon..hahas.after practice,we played games..then xchange gifts.hehehe.i had merci..damm happy.then i go give out the things i bought for the band..still got alot balance.then went another round to give again..mr ong bought cake & jelly for us..but i didnt eat.. cause was almost dinner time le.so went hm eat.received gifts from many ppl..thanks alot ppl.oh ya! also wanna thanks Yuping&ting for the gifts they bought for me on sun..tks!really appreciate it! :)

haix..btw was vexed regarding some issues these few days.sobsobx.i just called it 'u'..its like i tried to keep things better..but ended up making it worse.i have said all i can le. but u doesnt seems to get it.i also wish i have a choice too.but i just cant.its not i dont want but i cant.i appreciate the things u had done the past few yrs,but does tat mean i have to agree?.. haish.afraid?maybe im bahs.im unsure even..i have thought it through le..tats y i gave u the last chance tat fri..bbut maybe u didnt realise bahs.anyways,u blew it away.so wat else can i do..sorry for whatever i have said to u.things tat happen early this yr was a great disaster.didnt want to repeat it.it's my biggest regret.honestly speaking,sometyms ur actions/words makes me believe u bbut sometyms u make me doubt u..i truely dont know wat u thinking.tat makes me confused.when shall i believe u or when shall i doubt u?..damm tired figuring it out lahs.i ever ask u if u mind wat i felt towards u.ur ans was yes.so tats it lohs.im willing to give it a try hoping tat this will not be like things tat happen before.but u threw this away.this makes me sure of wat i should do le.think watever u want.u may think im bad.then so be it..there's nothing i could do already.. the only word i can say to u is 'sorry!'nothing else..haish...

anyways..supposed to meet cherry they all go countdown today de.bbut last minute cant.cause i promised mr oei to meet for dinner with him & caijia le..so sorry.my last few holidays are fully booked le.except 1st jan.. hehe.dont worry,will meet up with u guys when free de.hahas..