heys.im back!had been damm busy these few weeks.Had back eng de common test.got an E8 for that.whole class got either an E8 of F9.only 2 person pass with just a C6..walao.so chiam.die liao.how i gonna improve it.haish.bio & maths results also drop..lots of careless mistakes.only geog i manage to maintain..

had lots of issues need to be settled in band.its making me going crazy.finally had traces of the missing instrument.was busy doing stock checking finding out how it got missing.cause ms tan say if it really cant be found,must report police.as it is counted as a loss of school property.its damm expensive lahs.one cost bout 2000plus.was looking through old records ytd when finally found out tat someone actually borrowed hm 2yrs ago but didnt return it.she say it should be in her hm.luckily.or else i will get a scolding from ms tan.haixyo.

was quite sad recently.heard from some seniors who came back to visit the band tat our standard had dropped.delon told me our standard was only COP.tats so heartaching lahs.being in band for 5yrs le.had been through alot but to only be deproving instead of improving.damm sad lahs.some time around last month,i wanted to quit actually as alot of things have been happening around me plus the standard is damm lousy lahs.i would rather quit than to see it falling before me.mr ong is also getting angry so easily.if he's stress,what bout me?he stress only bout band but to me is both band & studies.struggle very hard with n level & band last yr.but this yr o level is twice harder.damm headache lahs.convince myself to quit actually.but someone told me tat he dun wanna see the band get a COP..if i quit,the standard may drop even more.but know wat?no one will be as sad as im(except mr ong).its my last yr.i sure miss band alot.neither would i want to see the band get a COP.been in band for 5yrs & had also taken part in the previous SYF which got a silver.if this time get COP,i would cry like hell lahs.dun wanna my bdae to be the worst day of my life.it pains me more than the rest lahs.although clarinets may be the worst section,but need mr ong be so straight forward to say tat we give the band lots of trouble.haish.anyway im back to band as i think i would just try my best.watever the result will be i will just accept it.