Firstly,happy fathers' day(:

next,before sayin tis,im not pin-pointing at anyone.so no wild-guesses & don anyhow think! alrite..lots of things to say actually.yeah, IM SADED D;

not sure how should i put it.do they even understand me..i really wonder.probably no! if not,they wouldnt have think tat way,would they? im truly sad by tis.im a terrible friend.it suits ur thinking rite.im finding reason or rather excuses? ok.so tats wad u all are thinking.tat explains the attitude of u guys.i feel so terrible now.i need a shoulder now,really..im dumb & stupid.happy with my reason?! i don know how to balance life.okay.im always feeling bad towards others? yeah, and i cant help it.can i control my feeling? no rite.if i can,i wouldnt choose to be born as a human.im born this way,so how can i change it.if i ask u to stay cool to anyone regardless of how angry u are, can u? u cant either rite.so how can i change? do u even get it. why am i always breaking down, afraid tat my actions or decisions would make u guys feel sad.. i hate myself doing tat too.but can i help it? whenever im sad,nobody knows.who can i speak to when my close friends were the ones i cant talk to.my family? how could i tell them.ur parents would comfort u when ur sad.mine? they would scold me for being sad.ppl say dogs are ur life-long best friend.it might understand me,but it cant really response to me.forget it.think watever u like.im always taking the blame.its not i wan.but u sounded as if im at fault.then alright then. so be it.don bother then don bother.u had enough of me! OKAY! SO BE IT THEN OKAY. why don say so earlier.why tolerate since its so difficult for u.why not tell me.u say i keep doing the old things.then u? dare to say u nvr.u keep thinking of things tat are nvr true.why cant u get the truth first before jumping into conclusion?! why are u always assuming.will it kill u to get the truth first.so YEAH,FORGET IT ALRITE!