yeah! Seventeen so wad! she can just dont bother bout me! i don care! im happier tis way, rite? yahhs! there's still many understanding ppl ard, unlike her, who lacks understanding n who is unreasonable! claimed to know me for 9 YEARS! SHITT! someone whom i know for ONLY LESS THAN 3 WEEKS HAVE BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF ME THAN HER! see! tis the difference.at least im not childish.like she said seventeen, yet still so childish.goes round assuming, without asking the truth! its ok.she can be angry for all i care.the bad temper is hers! not mine, so ofcourse im happy! she suffers if she continues,not my prob! hahahahahs. still say tat she wun care if im her nobody! BULLSHITT! if i really mean smth to her, she wouldnt have said all tat.have she ever tried to find out wad probs i have? NOOOOO! so? wad tis tells?! SIMPLE! TO HER, IM HER NOBODY! Im in need of money! & therefore i need work! happy?! she wan know the reason rite! so yea! my family is poor! im in need of money! current salary is low & therefore have to work more! difficult to find other jobs cause of my O level this yr! happy now?! these are my reasons! so wad if i keep blaming myself?! at least i admit if im in the wrg! emotional is good! unlike no feeling; heartless! she's oso emotional wad.abit jiu angry! can afford to say not free, cant make it, WORK but other ppl cant! WT...when have i ever angry with her when she say all THESE! When chris was a little piss tat day, i should have felt pissed off too! but

anw, im gonna catch up with my bandmates soon! hahahhas, dint meet up with them for like months liao.after tat when comes to july, its my CSP mates again.whooot.enjoys playing with them.hehheees.my CLDP is oso halfway done liao.left area management part.maybe on thurs when i go for the meeting,will be asking maybe azlinda or even li san to verify me..yeah,faster finish better..hhehhheeees((: