OMGgggggg.had a bad day ytd.was finally deciding to put in effort to study geog well & yet the results made me wanna give up.especially THOSE WORDS written dere.although she might be rite tat i've disappointed her but its like there's nth i can do lohhs.had tried my best to do her test but i just cant.i even slept at 4am just to study her test & yet i had this result! WTF. 5/25 lahhs.she's like keep suan me in class lo.keep saying she dint expect such a lousy result frm a N lvl top student! wad makes me damn upset & angry was tat she keep mentioning ''top student''! sobss.hate ppl mentioning tat.it really really irritates me alot! anw,sorry cheng for scolding u! admit was angry with u in class ytd.was actually trying my best to hide my tears within me.who ask u mention it & scold me,make me cry!after sch feel better le then go find kok with adeline,jameson & cheng go 107 for lunch before rushing back for ss extra lesson.then went find chris they all after their oral. zw was talking to me bout geog de.cant tahan,cry again.sobx.after tat was joking all the way till reach library..was damn upset lahhs.see the geog paper makes me wanna cry lohhs.cos its like here i am hiding my emotions & yet cheng was holding the geog paper before me! so the feeling was damn jia lat lahhs.knowing i cant tahan feel like crying liao.so sat on floor away from besteas!cant expect me to cry infront of them mahh..but somehow yp know liao.so came comfort me lohhs..

Thanks girl & also kok for ur encouragement(:

Today's lesson as usual! but i skipped maths extra lesson today.wanna go study my own at amk de LJS with my girl.laughs.kok join us after his oral.cheng & bh oso came ard evening.study study!yp go find her friend.bh go play arcade.so cheng & i peii kok wait bus.then cheng peii me wait bus.cos his hm the nearest.wahahahahs!gonna continue studying later.siannn.tired. btw,one secret! skipping sch tmr.lols.go library morning book table intensive study till nite.laughs! shhhh!