the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

Well, I'm sort of tired going into your blog, and tagging on your tagboard just to reply to your posts. To Eugene, like u said ''Yiping and you were saying it was Samuel's fault in class,thinking no one would tell my friends and I.'' So, this means you wasn't in class at that time.Thus, how sure can you be that your friends have told you what they have heard exactly? Ms yang merely ask us what happened between Samuel & Zafirah, and if i remembered correctly, my reply was '' aiya. that Samuel lahh, angry that Zafirah said about them, then go tell his friends, that's why it happened!'' I said something like that to Ms Yang. So, im being fair here. I said it was Samuel that told his friends about the comments made by Zafirah as well as, Zafirah did made comments about Samuel that caused the fight/quarrel to occur. Get it?

Anyway, from what i see/heard, Kokwei did not backstab Samuel. Yes, Samuel might have really done alot of things for Kokwei. I wont have comments on this as i wasn't there to witness. However, eventhough i only started to be close with Kokwei this year, i truly believed and i can comfirm that he is not that kind of person who will backstab friends. You might think that he's my friend and that's why I'm siding for him. But know something? There is surely a reason for everyone's actions. Ask yourself, if someone didn't provoke you, would you have said things that shouldn't be said?

By the way, I have read the tag! Nurul claimed that she's not criticising me, but it might not be true. She has no right to ask me to back off when firstly, she was a stranger to me. Secondly, I did not say anything negative about her. Thirdly, i did not ask her to stop her comments regarding what you said about me untill now.

You said yourself ''it's because Zafirah talked to Kokwei loudly about Samuel, so Samuel confronted Kokwei online.'' Since you said it yourself that it was Zafirah that talked to Kokwei about Samuel, then why is Samuel confronting Kokwei instead of Zafirah? Get it now? Yeah, although Kokwei did not said anything when Zafirah told him about Samuel, but he isn't in the wrong. He can't stop her from saying that. So, for this, Samuel was in the wrong.Anyway, go ahead and laugh at Tresharene post! I don't give a damn!

And to Samuel, or 'Jay' , you said '' i just felt that i needed to tell my friends about what he felt about them''. I'm not saying that you shouldn't tell your friends what he said. But, don't you feel a little guilty for causing this problem? If you had not confronted Kokwei online, would he have said that? Ask yourself also, if you were Kokwei, and your friend confronted you online for what the other friend of yours had told you about him, what would your reply be?

Anyway, yeah, you might say that i accused you of pretending. I don't mind if you want to continue this act of denial. I did not say you pretended to be a Pineapple head, so don't put words into my mouth. Ask yourself, have you ever caused me & a friend of mine to quarrel? I can help you answer that. The answer is YES! You caused her to see me as a friend of hers for 4 yrs as a person whom aren't trustworthy. You caused her to think that I'm the one who made her friend ignore her as her friend was a little angry with her. I shall not say who the 'her' refers to as i didn't want to drag people down into the issue. Although this matter was already over, but trust me, I know what she's thinking. Okay, maybe you might not know what you've actually told her caused all this to happen, but still don't you think you are a little at fault?

Enough said. Go and think through what i have said. Nobody wants trouble especially when it's close to the exams. If you want to continue to play along, fine!

11:40 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Alrite! just venting my anger! wadever im saying in the following,don imply to anything.whoever who thinks im saying u,tats ur own thinking.but i dint say tat whoever im implying is u.so don jump into conclusion!just like someone say''get the situation right!''

so ya,damn angry!

stop being a great pretender can! acting like as if they owe u making u the innocent party who got kicked out!wtf! don go round gaining pity lahh! it only brings ur status down making u like beggar lahh.since u say forget bout them,u still have the other ''they'' without them,then why complaint to ur hero backup,finding trouble?!wtf.eeeeeyr! don understand why some ppl still like ur heads!damn disgusting can!still say we jealous of u! omgggggggosh!how buay yao bai can this be!wft!jealous?!is who jealous of who de!if not jealous then why find backup lehh! i like call who ah hui,my own prob lahh! i like it cant ar! say ''ah hui'' is a f*ing gay nick?! pls lahh.stand up look into the mirror & see who looks like gay man! so obvious still wan say ppl.lols.still say why nvr find prob with u but others? know why,cause u xtra wad.no one say u,u come scold ppl.ownself wan kpo!wtf.damn angry lahh.

just wanna let those ''xtras'' know, if it don concerns u,don kpo,act like one bigggggg hero,go round bringing ur backups to scold ppl! this only shows u ham ji! if u think u not at fault & is the INNOCENT one,then why don directly come ask?! lucky i was clever enough to have spotted ur 'REAL PERSONALITY' after tat night! i might look stupid(yea i admit),but i know exactly wad ur thinking! u can fake the others even 'her',but not me okay!don geisiao like as if u r so concern! bullshit lahh!if u think u don wan send,why don u just go off!still dare tell me its ur duty!foff lahh!

3:19 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Thursday, October 15, 2009

ended school at 110pm...went straight to NTUC bought ingredients for sis de bdae pasta! hehheeeees.then headed to yp hse cook the pasta..hahhhaaas.yummy yummy! cook for her fusilli cream sauce de,adding small chilli.this tym our pasta suceeded! the last tym de pasta too soggy liao.soak too long in boiling water :( laughs! after cooking sis de share wanted cook for kok de.but yp mom need use stove so cant liao...hehheeees.other tym then cook for him try! faster go home,put sis de pasta at home for her,then go off study liao...hehheeees.

sorry guys,cant follow u all to popular just now.need go home cut bdae cake with sis. hahahaahs.she & bro say my pasta yummy lohh! they wan somemore! hehheeeees.SEE! i got shui zun de.laughs!

tmr after school gonna celebrate Adeline de bdae.hahahas.real day on 21st.but no tym celebrate cause next day O level practical liao.so decided to celebrate early.we gonna play pool then eat pastamania/pizza hut! hehheeees.hope she will enjoy tat short celebration tmr!

anw,damn hate tat pineapple head! so fake lahh.to think 'ah hui' still feel guilty for being the center person & caring bout ur feelings,yet u backstab him! go ahead & find ur backup! so wad if u win in the end.no one cares muchh! we all knows who's right or wrong,who's real or faking! damn freaking fed up with u ever since tat incident lahh.stop playing the good guy looking so innocent, PLEASEEEE! omgggggg.feeling damn disgusted by ur actions!

PS: ah hui,don fan liao. ni mei you dui bu qi ta! we stand by u de! hahahahah.smile bahh(:

11:46 PM
baby, i'm yours always

oppps. o level practical next thurs!! followed by written papers on the following monday.siann.so fast!! busy preparing for Os these days. IM SICK AGAIN :( sick on the friday.then okay liao.ytd walk in rain,jiu down with cold.have fever this morning.siannn.but went school cause of the so-called ''important'' briefing.

Anw,sis bdae now! Happy bdae(: hahahahs.tot of cooking spagetti.yummy yummy!! see how tmr bahh....

hahahahs.btw,no extra lesson tmr.hehhee!

12:56 AM
baby, i'm yours always

Saturday, October 10, 2009

had poa extra lesson ytd till bout 3 or 4plus.followed cheng go TP.he wanna withdraw DPA.siao.hahahahs.we then go study & finally slack.opps.i sneak in with sch u! lols. so fake!

omggggosh.sadded!woke up at 8 today.chiong river & coast.quarrelled.then headed to school for so-called ''exam''.met besteas bout 9plus study at classrm before start.wasnt fine at all.sobsobx.tks guys(: played basketball awhile then go makan.hehheees.

no point explaining knowing its useless.just wanted to say,im trying my best! denial?! just think wadever u wan! don make me show u wad u always appear to be hoping to see as its just so easy to fail.admit tat i had been in the wrong.but tats only with regards to timing.others, NOPE! yea.she's better,express,clever,13 pts.so wad.u born me stupid then so be it! wadever i do u would just crash me down.go ahead with ur accusation.u just dint realise how much u affected me with those words said! up to this pt,u have exceeded.although wad i feel towards u dint change,u make me feel like getting out of ur world!

3:38 PM
baby, i'm yours always

Sunday, October 4, 2009

had back prelim results.overall was fine except of the nagging & assuming by mom!WTF. forget it.don wish to argue.went out with teachers with chris & cheng they all regarding reading marathon de.ate at swensen.hehe.yummy! poor niyas was wet the whole evening!hahahas. im not purposely although it seems like.sorry :( headed to find kok & yp study then play pool! slack! dint know cheng walk home.sorry :(

study with kok,cheng,yp,bh & gordon today...hahahahs. then headed for pool after dinner & back to studies! whahahs.need choing my geography! having trial o lvl exam the coming sat...siann.

anyway,regarding wad happen at mos burger,im better le.hahas.thanks for ur concern,cheng(:

damn sleepy.gonna slp now & meet my besteas for breakfast tmr!

1:30 AM
baby, i'm yours always