SHARON;ANNETTE
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Hospitality and Hotel Management
♥-300392
i have my cliques around to hold when im falling apart.
i LOVE my BABES- (FYN, WANHONG, ELVINA, ADELINE
& BESTEAS (HUNKS)- (CHRIS, BAOHAO, ZHIWEI, JINCHENG)
i also LOVE my SEXXAYS- (A MAN & HIS 6 OTHER LADIES)- (RABBANI, KIMMY, XUEFANG, IVY, FIONA, ANIRA, SHERMAINE)
& W46H SEMESTER ONE
& ♥-NG KOK WEI;301009
& lastly my FAMILY.
SIMPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM♥.
& not to forget my beloved uncle, i missss you.
♥ Its all in my head
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Friday, October 29, 2010
ADVANCED ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH BABY!
Whoots went out with baby to marina square! suppose to go marina barrage too,
but stupid HTM module faci damn tok kong!
talk & talk & talk! waste my time!
so in the end just go walk walk,
buy baby's present!
then baby bought for me my itouch anti-glare protector!
we then go makan YUKI YAKI!
WHOOOT!
SHIOK SHIOK!
after makan jiu go take neo prints!
whoots!
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY! LOVE YOU!
Monday, October 25, 2010
"There is so little anyone can say, for there are no words that have ever been invented to fit the loss of a loved one" - Helen Steiner Rice
teared when i saw this sentence on a condolence card yesterday at work:(
it really suits my situation at that point of time.
your departure left me speechless.
i cant say anything cause i was terribly upset.
when friends around me encounter similar situation,
i did not know what to say
it was because i knew & understand the hurt & pain that they are feeling
but i just did not know what to say.
i was afraid my words would not help them but make them miserable
i'm able to put myself in their shoes.
i knew their situation
they might appear happy,
but deep deep inside they're not, really.
your image before you entered the crematorium is still stuck in my head
i cant forget that expression on everyone's face
i cant forget that image of your coffin entering the crematorium thru that glass window
no words could explain my feelings.
all i could say is , I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU DEEPLY.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
111010, this should be the 49th day after you left us.
This was the day where aunt has to collect your ashes:(
i miss you so much uncle...
I had never miss you tht much previously though we only met once or twice a year.
But now, all i could think is your face when you were lying on the hospital bed.
I could never forget tht expression you had on your face.
You seem sad but yet wants to keep tht smile so as not to make us worry.
Actually i ever asked myself, if i were daddy, would i blame aunt for not telling us the truth about your condition?
My answer was i would somehow blame but would also forgive as besides us, she should be the one feeling the most miserable now.
I could not forget what she said on the day you entered the crematorium.
She sob and said "no one would quarrel with me now! No one would scratch my back for me now! No one would sleep with me now! No one would take care of me now!"
i felt so touched yet upset hearing these.
When i walked around your coffin, i truly hope i could feel your warmth.
But it wasnt there:(
the feeling i used to have when you were around wasnt there already!
i would sometimes wonder how are you feeling in another world now? Happy? I hope so.... Haish.
A part of me is gone.
Tht hole remains there forever.
And tht missing piece is you:(
i really miss you:'(
This was the day where aunt has to collect your ashes:(
i miss you so much uncle...
I had never miss you tht much previously though we only met once or twice a year.
But now, all i could think is your face when you were lying on the hospital bed.
I could never forget tht expression you had on your face.
You seem sad but yet wants to keep tht smile so as not to make us worry.
Actually i ever asked myself, if i were daddy, would i blame aunt for not telling us the truth about your condition?
My answer was i would somehow blame but would also forgive as besides us, she should be the one feeling the most miserable now.
I could not forget what she said on the day you entered the crematorium.
She sob and said "no one would quarrel with me now! No one would scratch my back for me now! No one would sleep with me now! No one would take care of me now!"
i felt so touched yet upset hearing these.
When i walked around your coffin, i truly hope i could feel your warmth.
But it wasnt there:(
the feeling i used to have when you were around wasnt there already!
i would sometimes wonder how are you feeling in another world now? Happy? I hope so.... Haish.
A part of me is gone.
Tht hole remains there forever.
And tht missing piece is you:(
i really miss you:'(
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
BABY, YOU KNOW WHAT I FEAR.
don feel bad for telling me everything,
cause i rather you told me now than letting me know myself
CALL ME STUPID OR WHAT.
i dint know if im really thinking tooo much.
of all the people around me,
there are many examples of your case.
i cant help but think will you ever gonna be like them?
though i don show my fears to you everytime,
i do have my fears inside.
remember the day when i was talking to you bout ur dad's issue?
i cried. you asked me why?
i said nth. cause the reason is im afraid.
im afraid it might happen to me.
i always wonder, how would i react if it happens to me?
i have gotten the ans this morning.
i felt helpless.
really. or even i felt CRAZY.
seeems like a mad woman crying her heart out,
but no one could save her.
no matter how hurt she felt,
the other party seems to enjoy it.
thts how i felt:(
SEEE! THIS IS MY DRIVER TAN XUE FANG! ;DDD
HAHAH WE WANNA ACT LIKE MODELS WITH OUR DRIVER & HER CAR!
HAHAH WHITEEEE! MY FAVOURITE! HOW I WISH THIS CAR WAS MINE!
WE WERE LOOKING IN ONE DIRECTION. DUNNO WAD WE LOOKING AT! LOL
AHHH! THIS IS WAD I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!
HAHA NICE RIGHT THE SUNLIGHT!
ANIRA EMO-ING ONE CORNER.
I LIKE THE SKYYY HERE!
HAHA COCONUT TREE EFFECT!
HAHAH! SO THTS ABOUT IT. THE REST ALL UNGLAM ONES:( HAHAHAH.LOVEEE W46H! MISSSSES!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
had class bbq on thurs!
it was quite a disappointment initially as many whom promised they wanted a second bbq,
dint turn up. on the day itself, only 10 of us, including myself were dere.
XUEFANG;SHERMAINE;FIONA;KIMMY;ANIRA;RABBANI;MELVIN;FEBRI;JOEL.
though it was disappointing initially, but we had an awesome night dere! ;DD
a pity kimmy, fiona and shermaine couldnt overnight with us :(
so left with only 7 of us. hahah
we played bottoms up!
eat & eat & eat or drink & drink & drink! whoot!
haha but having to stuff myself with hotdogs whenever i lose was arghh.
gonna die. but still the fun was dere!
hahaah. stupid joel couldnt take beatings! arghh, loser!
we went to bought martini to drink. shiok! hahahah. we then seat & chat chat.
we even played magics! hahah i had learnt two from them! but joel's one... haish.
he cant even explain properly to us! LOL.
we then talk lame jokes with our stupid laughters about stars made from fire!
hahahha! i was their night entertainment!
LOL! this last us till morning!
watch the sunrise then off to downtown for our mac breakfast! whooots!
we were damn sleepy luhh can. xuefang damn pro luhh! love her driving skills!
after breakfast, she drive me to tamp interchange, then took bus home!
heehee! awesome day with them! ;D
reach home around 10plus, & i drop dead!
went to watch Residents Evil with baby! whooots. nice nice.
but the ending was like -.- dunnnno what it means.
hahah but still, i enjoyed his accompany! hahah
PS: seeing you change these months made me happier. really:)
though you would still go back your old ways once in awhile or rather some ways are unchangeable even after me telling you many times,
but still i love you!
your frequent lies made me felt really unsecured:(
i dint know how to explain. you know what i'm afraid of. i cant help but think.
when i told you i felt tht way, you said u knew.
but guess, you dint know much.
you dint know how deeply unsecured i felt each time u lied:(
i knew you couldnt change this habit of yours, thts why i tried to accept.
though i still couldnt till now, but i will always love you!
i would never leave you unless you do so.
don worry okays? I love you!
Happpyyy 11th monthsary my baby!