the sunset i wanna watch with you,baby

♥ 300311;BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION CUM 17TH MONTHSARY!
I'm suchhha happy girl!
Felt so blessed to have baby and my awesome BESTEAS with me!
Early in the morning meet baby! Suppose to go Singapore Flyer de!
But siann! It's closed for maintenance! D:
So we ended up having our lunch at Robert's Coffee!
Headed to Bugis for our movie then back to Baby's house to meet his grandparents and sis!
Slack there awhile then headed to IMM for Ichiban Sushi! HHEEHHEEEES!
Cabbed back home for home celebration with family and baby! :DDDD

HHEEHHEEEES! BABY MADE ME A CARD AND GAVE ME A COUPLE BEAR! TEEHHEEEES! HOW SWEEEET OF HIM ♥
Boy, we fought at times, sometimes a small tiff but sometimes a big one.
I dint know why was your temper like this but i hope you understand how worried i was whenever you acted this way. I dislike the selfish you at times but still my love for you grows the moment i sees your sweeetness. Even your mom felt worried the moment she saw you acting like this. I knew how concern she was for you.
At times, i envy you a lot. Though you had a father who dont seeem to care for you as a dad, but at least you had your mom. Seeing you acting like this, she asked what happen to you, if there is anything can speak to her, saying she is worried for you. But as for me, my mom dont really bother how i was feeling. When we fought, she would only blame me. But yet, she forgotten to hear the inner story. She dint bother to ask what actually happen like your mom but instead poured cold water on me once more. Perhaps she dint know how hurting her words might be as she's probably like this all the way. She keeps saying we would not last long since we fought quite a number of times. But i guess she forgotten to at least sense how much i wanted us to last D: All i wanted was a sentence of concern. Just a simple: got any problems can speak to me okay? .
Boy, trust me, speak to your mom how stress you felt. Don't keep it in you. I dont wanna seee you acting like this, hitting yourself, screaming at yourself, or slapping yourself anymore alright?
Lastly. THANKS FOR THE LOVEEEE & SWEEEETNESS THAT YOU HAD GIVEN ME ♥
ME LOVEE YOU VERY VERY MUCHHHHHA ♥